Archive for July, 2008

Uuuuggghhhh ….

Saturday, July 26th, 2008

" Iya Bi … maaf tadi ga dapet sinyal .. bukannya Hp di matiin … Percaya deh … aku ga ngapa2in kok … kenapa sih susah banget untuk percaya … "

” Till There Was You “

Saturday, July 26th, 2008

What can I do?

I want you addicted to me..

What in the world is a girl to do?
When in this smokey place I only see you
Was far away when you caught my eye
You’ve brought me back and now you’re making me high

I was alone out there, with no one else around
Now I’ve fallen for you, and there’s no coming down

Till there was you, I know what you’re needing
My thoughts are leading me straight into your eyes
What can I do? I’m looking right at you
This feeling is all new,
I want you addicted to me

Fate can act in a curious way
When all that mattered means nothing today
All that concerns me, that drenches my thoughts
Is the sensation that seeing you brought

I was alone out there, with no one else around
Now I’ve fallen for you, and there’s no coming down

And there’s no coming down..

Till there was you.. What can I do..?

Till there was you, I know what you’re needing
My thoughts are leading, me straight into your eyes
What can I do? I’m looking right at you
This feeling is all new, I want you addicted to me

And there’s no coming down..

" Gue baru sadar kalo nih lagu lirik nya bagus juga .. ha..ha..ha.. "

BABY.. YOU’RE MY DISEASE ..

Saturday, July 26th, 2008

Baby, …
When we first met,
I never felt something so strong

You were like my lover
And my best friend

All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it

And all of a sudden
When you left

I didn’t know how to follow

It’s like a shot
That spun me around

And now my heart left

I feel so empty and hollow…

And I’ll never give myself to another

The way I gave it to you

Don’t even recognize

The ways you hit me
Do you?

It’s gonna take a miracle to bring you back

And you’re the one to blame..

And now I feel like,
You’re the reason
Why I’m thinking

I don’t wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more

I guess that’s what I get
For wishful thinking
Should’ve never let you into my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave

I should just let you go on and do it

Cause now I’m using like I bleed

It’s like I checked into rehab

Baby you’re my disease

Damn,..
Ain’t it crazy
When you’re loveswept

You’ll do anything
For the one you love

‘Cause anytime
That you needed me
I’d be there

It’s like
You were my favorite drug

The only problem is

That you was using me

In a different way

That I was using you

But now that I know
That it’s not meant to be

You gotta go
I gotta wean my self off of you ..

" Nice lyrics and song …"

” C R Y “

Saturday, July 26th, 2008

I’m not the type to get my heart broken..
I’m not the type to get upset and cry..
Cause I never leave my heart open..
Never hurts me to say goodbye..
Relationships don’t get deep to me..
Never got the whole in love thing..
And someone can say they love me truely..
But at the time it didn’t mean a thing..

My mind is gone, i’m spinning round..
And deep inside, my tears i’ll drown..
I’m losing grip, what’s happening..
I stray from love, this is how I feel..

This time was different..
Felt like, I was just a victim..
And it cut me like a knife..
When you walked out of my life..
Now i’m, in this condition..
And i’ve, got all the symptoms..
Of a girl with a broken heart..
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry..

Did it happen when we first kissed..
Cause it’s hurting me to let it go..
Maybe cause we spent so much time..
And I know that it’s no more..
I shoulda never let you hold me baby..
Maybe why i’m sad to see us apart..
I didn’t give to you on purpose..
Can’t figure out how you stole my heart..

How did I get here with you, i’ll never know..
I never meant to let it get so personal..
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you..
I’m broken hearted, I can’t let you know..
And I won’t let it show..
You won’t see me cry..

“L’abitudine” by: Andrea Bocelli

Thursday, July 17th, 2008

"The Habbit"

You, for what you give me,
That extra emotion,
In every word

You, probably, you
Have been till now
Too long alone
Till you’re convinced, like me
You can stay alone

Because loneliness
Which never smiles
Becomes a habit
And not a choice you made

But now you’re here
The wind will change
It’ll seem a whole lot easier
The weather that comes our way

Life can surprise you
In every little way
And where you don’t imagine
You can meet happiness

And I’ m here with you
And I won’t leave you
I’m asking you to stay here
And spend your time with me
and spend your time with me

Yes, now its you
In my dreams and plans
And in my fantasies
You, who’s close to me
so close to me
Who’s part of me
so inside of you
Like a feeling
You’re the words and the music
For a new song

Because loneliness
Won’t take away again
The desire to smile
not now
And happiness
if you’re there
For what you are
and you know
For what you give me
and you too
For a simple kind of love
But deeper than ever before

And it’s not a habit
The good you do me
and you too
And the joy of being with you
for as long as you want
Of having you beside me more than ever!

And now we are together
me and you
Together just us two
just us two

Sure we’ll never lose each other
Never let each other go
Loneliness again
Will never come our way
And you won’t go away
Never …

( http://fullmoonblues.multiply.com/video/item/3/Andrea_Bocelli_ )

" L’abitudine " … gw suka bgt sama nih lagu… " The Habbit " …
Karena pertanyaan itu yang sering ada ketika gw bertahan dengan seseorang.. " Gw bertahan karena ‘cinta’ atau cuma karena ‘terbiasa’ …????
Ketika hubungan berakhir dan ada rasa kehilangan apakah itu cinta atau takut dengan kesendirian ???…
Apakah ada yang bisa menjawab pertanyaan gw ??? … yang bisa menjawab bahwa rasa yang ada adalah ‘rasa cinta’ …
Apakah ada yang bisa meyakinkan gw bahwa ‘rasa cinta’ yang menjadi alasan kesedihan gw di saat gw sendiri ? … bahwa ‘rasa cinta’ yang membuat gw lumpuh di saat gw sendiri ? …

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And it’s not a habit ..The good you do me .. and you too .. And the joy of being with you .. for as long as you want .. Of having you beside me more than ever! "

Mungkin gw sebenarnya telah menemukan semua jawaban yang gw cari .. tapi gw terlalu takut untuk mengakuinya ..

Yang gw tahu saat ini gw merasa lumpuh tanpa diri nya … hanya itu !!!


( Pulang kantor trus kena omelan karena ngopi2 dulu di food court .. )

Jakarta kah ? … atau … ??

Saturday, July 5th, 2008

Dimana ya gw sekarang ?… Jakarta kah ?… atau… ???
Cuma gw dan Tuhan yang tau…
Niatnya sih mau menenangkan diri… tapi kok percuma ya… tetep aja kepikiran..
Ga abis pikir gw.. kok gw bisa bego bangetttt sihhhhh ?!?!?…
Kok bisa ??? ….
Trus sekarang.. udah terlambat belum sih ???…
Gimana kedepannya nanti ???…
Gw harus gimana ???…

Damn… stress gw memikirkan kebodohan gw sendiri.. panas kepala gw sampe kayanya gw mau gila…
Kok bisa sih ???…

Kita tidak terpaksa kan ? … Kita bukan karena kan ? …

Kenapa sih tidak jujur dengan sendiri ??? …
Kenapa sih logika bukan kata hati ? …
Karena hidup adalah realita ? …
Karena hidup adalah membunuh atau dibunuh ? …

July 05 ‘2008

( ditemani segelas kopi dan berbatang2 rokok … )