Archive for December, 2006

In memoriam …

Thursday, December 28th, 2006

Kau peluk aku … sebelum membunuhku
Tersenyum melihatku … merenung melihatmu
Kau menungguku … menunggu ku terjatuh
Setiap langkah tertuju … setia dalam menunggu

Aku menunggumu …

Menunggumu …

Menunggumu mati …didepanku …

Kau peluk aku … sebelum membunuhku
Tersenyum melihatku … merenung melihatmu

Aku menunggumu …

Menunggumu …

Menunggumu mati …didepanku …

Apa yang kau lakukan dibelakangku ? …
Mengapa tak kau tunjukkan dihadapanku ? …
Apa yang kau lakukan dibelakangku ? …

Dibelakangku ? …

Aku menunggumu …

Menunggumu mati … didepanku …

"Ga tahu kenapa saat gue mendengar lagu ini, ada amarah di hati gue …

Semua kenangan terulang lagi di otak gue …

Mengulang satu sisi kehidupan yang pernah gue jalani bersama seseorang yang sekarang sudah tenggelam di dasar lautan EGO

Sekarang kata2 yang keluar dari rasa gue adalah MENYESAL l …

Menyesali semua harapan …

Menyesali semua doa …

Menyesali semua kisah …

Menyesali semua mimpi …

Menyesali SEMUA nya !!!

Karena sekarang yang tersisa hanya pertanyaan

Pertanyaan2 yang tidak akan ada jawabannya … "

" APAKAH KAU INGIN MEMBUNUH KU ? "

Again …

Thursday, December 28th, 2006

I’ve been searching for you

I heard a cry within my soul

I never had a yearning quite like this before

Now here you are walking right through my door

All of my life, where have you been

I wonder if I’ll ever see you again

And if that day come, I know we could win

I wonder if I’ll ever see you again

A sacred gift of heaven

For better worse wherever

And I would never let somebody break you down

Or take you crown never

I’ve searched throuqh time, I’ve always know

That you where the-re upon your throne

A lonely Queen without her King

I’ve longed for you my love forever

I wonder if I’ll ever see you again

will you ?

Thursday, December 28th, 2006

if I down on my knees … will you forgive me ?

if I leave my body and soul … will you accept me ?

will you ? …

not gonna get us

Tuesday, December 26th, 2006

They’re not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

Starting from here,

let’s make a promise
You and me,

let’s just be honest
We’re gonna run,

nothing can stop us
Even the night that

falls all around us

Soon there’ll

be laughter and voices
Beyond the clouds

over the mountains
We’ll run away on roads that are empty
Lights from the airfield

shining upon you

Nothing can stop this,

not now I love you
They’re not gonna get us
They’re not gonna get us
Nothing can stop this,

not now I love you

They’re not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

We’ll run away,

keep everything simple
Night will come down,

our guardian angel
We rush ahead,

the crossroads are empty
Our spirits rise,

they’re not gonna get us

My love for you,

always forever
Just you and me,

all else is nothing
Not going back,

not going back there
They don’t understand us
Not gonna stop us

Not gonna get us
They’re not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

Nothing can stop this, not now I love you
They’re not gonna get us

Nothing can stop this, not now I love you
They’re not gonna get us
Not gonna get us

“Nothing can stop this … not now I love you”

P.s : I kept my promised

I wish …

Monday, December 25th, 2006

I WISH YOU COULD FORGIVE ME ….

Destiny !!!

Thursday, December 21st, 2006

That deepest thing …

That recognition …

That knowledge …

That sense of kinship began the first time I saw you …

.. and it is the same now ..

only a thousand times deeper and tenderer !!!

I shall love you to eternity …

I loved you long before we met in this flesh …

I knew that when I first saw you …

It was destiny …

For : Someone knows me as a fullmoon

What now? ..

Thursday, December 21st, 2006

Grey ? …

I had to lived in that area … a long time ago …

Now, after I know what is the real grey area means … it’s only an illusion … this area kills me slowly …

No more Winda …

Forgive me … cos I love you … and not telling you about this !!!

Ku tak perduli …

Monday, December 18th, 2006

Ku tak peduli
Bila ku benar-benar cinta… mati
Ku tak peduli

Ku memang begini
Bila ku benar-benar cinta… mati
Ku tak peduli
Apa saja yang kau inginkan aku rela

Bukannya aku takut akan kehilangan dirimu
Tapi aku takut kehilangan cintamu
Mungkin saja saat itu kau mempermainkan aku
Seakan kau bisa membalas cintaku

Kau takkan mengerti
Yang selama ini aku rasakan… pasti
Kau tak peduli
Bila saja yang kuinginkan kamu rela

You wont be mine …

Tuesday, December 5th, 2006

you Won’t Be Mine …

I Take my head around the world …
See what I get …
From your mind …
Write my soul down word for word …
See who’s my friend …
Who is kind …
It’s almost like a disease …
I know soon you will be …

Over the lies, you’ll be strong …
You’ll be rich in love and you will carry on
But no …
No you won’t be mine …

I take my straight line for a curve …
Make it stretch, the same old line …
Try to find if it was worth what you spent …
Why I am guilty for the way …
You’re feeling now …
It’s almost like being free …
And I know soon you will be

Over the lies, you’ll be strong
You’ll be rich in love and you will carry on
But no …
No you won’t be mine

I Take my self out to the curb …
Sit and wait …
A fool for life …
It’s almost like a disease …
I know soon you will be …

Over the lies, you’ll be strong …
You’ll be rich in love and you will carry on
But no …
No you won’t be mine …

… you won’t be mine …