FullmoonBlues

‘Cuz you won’t let me …
You upset me  …
And then you kiss my lips …
All of a sudden I forget … that I was upset …
Can’t remember what you did …

But I hate it…
You know exactly what to do …
So that I can’t stay mad at you …
For too long that’s wrong …

But I hate it …
You know exactly how to touch …
So that I don’t want to fuss… and fight no more …
Said I despise that I adore you …

And I hate how much I love you boy …
I can’t stand how much I need you …
And I hate how much I love you boy …
But I just can’t let you go …
And I hate that I love you so …

And you completely know the power that you have …
The only one that makes me laugh …

Sad and it’s not fair …
How you take advantage of the fact …
That I… love you beyond the reason why …
And it just ain’t right …

And I hate how much I love you girl …
I can’t stand how much I need you …
And I hate how much I love you girl …
But I just can’t let you go …
But I hate that I love you so …

One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me …
And your kiss won’t make me weak …
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me …
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me…

And I hate that I love
You so …

As much I love you … as much as I need you oh…
As much as I need you … as so much I love you …
As much I love you …
As much as I need you …

And I hate that I love you so …
And I hate how much I love you …
I can’t stand how much I need you …
And I hate how much I love you …
But I just can’t let you go …
And I hate that I love you so …

I want you addicted to me..

What in the world is a girl to do?
When in this smokey place I only see you
Was far away when you caught my eye
You’ve brought me back and now you’re making me high

I was alone out there, with no one else around
Now I’ve fallen for you, and there’s no coming down

Till there was you, I know what you’re needing
My thoughts are leading me straight into your eyes
What can I do? I’m looking right at you
This feeling is all new,
I want you addicted to me

Fate can act in a curious way
When all that mattered means nothing today
All that concerns me, that drenches my thoughts
Is the sensation that seeing you brought

I was alone out there, with no one else around
Now I’ve fallen for you, and there’s no coming down

And there’s no coming down..

Till there was you.. What can I do..?

Till there was you, I know what you’re needing
My thoughts are leading, me straight into your eyes
What can I do? I’m looking right at you
This feeling is all new, I want you addicted to me

And there’s no coming down..

And I’ll never give myself to another

The way I gave it to you

Don’t even recognize

The ways you hit me
Do you?

It’s gonna take a miracle to bring you back

And you’re the one to blame..

And now I feel like,
You’re the reason
Why I’m thinking

I don’t wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more

I guess that’s what I get
For wishful thinking
Should’ve never let you into my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave

I should just let you go on and do it

Cause now I’m using like I bleed

It’s like I checked into rehab

Baby you’re my disease

Damn,..
Ain’t it crazy
When you’re loveswept

You’ll do anything
For the one you love

‘Cause anytime
That you needed me
I’d be there

It’s like
You were my favorite drug

The only problem is

That you was using me

In a different way

That I was using you

But now that I know
That it’s not meant to be

You gotta go
I gotta wean my self off of you ..

My mind is gone, i’m spinning round..
And deep inside, my tears i’ll drown..
I’m losing grip, what’s happening..
I stray from love, this is how I feel..

This time was different..
Felt like, I was just a victim..
And it cut me like a knife..
When you walked out of my life..
Now i’m, in this condition..
And i’ve, got all the symptoms..
Of a girl with a broken heart..
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry..

Did it happen when we first kissed..
Cause it’s hurting me to let it go..
Maybe cause we spent so much time..
And I know that it’s no more..
I shoulda never let you hold me baby..
Maybe why i’m sad to see us apart..
I didn’t give to you on purpose..
Can’t figure out how you stole my heart..

You, for what you give me,
That extra emotion,
In every word

You, probably, you
Have been till now
Too long alone
Till you’re convinced, like me
You can stay alone

Because loneliness
Which never smiles
Becomes a habit
And not a choice you made

But now you’re here
The wind will change
It’ll seem a whole lot easier
The weather that comes our way

Life can surprise you
In every little way
And where you don’t imagine
You can meet happiness

And I’ m here with you
And I won’t leave you
I’m asking you to stay here
And spend your time with me
and spend your time with me

Yes, now its you
In my dreams and plans
And in my fantasies
You, who’s close to me
so close to me
Who’s part of me
so inside of you
Like a feeling
You’re the words and the music
For a new song

Because loneliness
Won’t take away again
The desire to smile
not now
And happiness
if you’re there
For what you are
and you know
For what you give me
and you too
For a simple kind of love
But deeper than ever before

And it’s not a habit
The good you do me
and you too
And the joy of being with you
for as long as you want
Of having you beside me more than ever!

And now we are together
me and you
Together just us two
just us two

July 05 ‘2008